today early in the morning walked to sch.
saw dear but he didnt see me.
smiled to him like an idiot but of coz he didnt see.
hais i too short le he cannot see me ):

this few days mood swinging like mad.
get very irritated easily.
see who i also will buaysong.

den today some idiot from 2d criticised our class.
u have no right to criticise us.
u think u very big ah.
siao.

den today had chem remedial after sch.
after that waited for dear jiu went to make IC.
mrt-ed all the way to Lavender lor.
like damn far can.

den on the way there dear keep make fun of me as usual.
keep say i fat den see anybody fat jiu say is my shou xia.
he damn bad de lor !!!
i know im fat la k, happy YAOYAO?
BOOO.

den he also like to make me jealous!
with his tons of girl friends around him, i have every reason to be jealous.
soooo its not entirely my fault la hor yaoyao.
so many cute n pretty girls around.
of coz i cnt compare myself with them la hor grr.

den reach there le den they say cnt use the photocopied birthcert.
my mom keep say can lor. wtf sia.
like wtfh lor, such a long trip there lor.

damn fuck sia. damn angry lor.
rly rly feel like killing ppl.
den dear jiu calmed me down.

have to go make de fkin IC again nxt fri lor.
nxt fri is the last day to make le.
& eoy is approaching, i want to stay at home to study.
not go all the way to Lavender lor.

den dear left his keys & file at sch.
so he called weian help him take.
den after that he jiu went to roslinda's hse to take le.
sry deardear for making u pei me go make IC den in the end also nvr ):

dear went to take bus and i walked home alone.
den my stomach was aching like siao lor.
feel that its gonna drop out any moment.
without dear, the way home feels so far.
i took veryy long to reach home.

surprisingly, after reaching home i jiu not hungry le.
i like to torture myself with cold drinks.
dno whats wrong with me.
emo emo.

dear's gonna have group study with his girl friends tmr.
ai hope he will have a fruitful study session.
not just keep playing there.

he's coming to find me after that.
but think only can meet for awhile ba.
coz surely very late le.

& i found out smth.
and that is if i angry, i will only be angry for half an hr.
cool huh.

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